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• I miss the moments I have spent with you although it wasn't long I still treasure every second I could belong to you and you could belong to me. Now we are separated and we do not belong to anyone but I still miss you. I miss the moments when w hugged each other and the moment when you say I love you to me and the time where you confessed to me and we became a couple. I just wanna say one more thing before you forget me. I love you and it will never change..

• Most of the times I will look back to the past, all the happy and sad memories I have got.Those things are all once upon a time just like in a story book but there is ONE terrible memory I have. I can never forget what you have done . That terrible memory of YOU scolding us. That image keeps on flashing on and on in my mind I still can feel that anger and disappointment that YOU gave us. It may be a joke to you but it is no joke to us. Please STOP this! You are not only hurting one person but four!

• Everyday, whenever I see you, my heart will beat very fast. And each time I see you I will keep a heart inside a jar and when I wait for you, I will leave the jar untouched and now it is on my shelf collecting dust. ALL I WANTED IS YOUR LOVE. So, I shall keep that jar of hearts forever until the end of time while I wait for you..

• Everyday my jar of hearts will sit on my shelf waiting for more hearts to come. One day, the jar of hearts fell down from the shelf and it broke and my hearts to you floated away and now it is gone. I have been asking this same question over and over again. SHOULD I EVEN LOVE YOU?

• Looking and looking for the right one, the right heart which is worth loving. There are many people on earth worth loving but loving someone means you have to pay a price. Loving someone means you have to learn to let go,wait and be patient. Maybe your loved one is cheating on you, you must learn how to handle this instead of breaking up. You must learn how to find out why your loved one did this to you. Maybe it is something you did wrong to make him cheat on you..

• Memories were meant to last in your heart. My first and last memory with you was my FAVORITE but that was also the WORST memory I have. I remember that part when we were enjoying ourselves inside a cave we could enjoy a beautiful sunset together before you left me alone crying by myself with no one to comfort me. The tide came in and it took you away from me. My heart was broken at that moment and I knew we will NEVER see each other again. My heart will never be healed until I can see your face one last time..

• The tears you gave me were all so painful. I could never forget what you have done to me. Although you don't belong to me, I still think you are important as a friend. You hurt me over and over again. My tears will keep flowing whenever I see you. One day, my tears might even be the dew drops you see every morning. They were all so painful leaaving me crying alone watching you slowly walking away from me. Wathching you go further and further I thought I don't ever want to shed a tear in front of you anymore cause my tears will never stop when I see you..

• Me and you. You and me. Both of us together enjoying every moment we can together in our SECRET GARDEN. The ONE place where we can both relax,have fun, enjoy ourselves and keeping our secrets hidden inside our garden. Plenty of blooming flowers waiting for spring to come and winter to go. The one and only place where we can both be together enjoying ourselves and treasuring all the time we have together. Me and you, you and me, both of us together in our SECRET GARDEN..

• Looking out the window, watching the rain drops drop onto the ground. Waiting for the rain to stop, I think of your face, thinking of your face brings me hope and dreams, in stead of sorrow and anger. My angel wings come out as I am waiting for the rain to stop. I will wait for you forever because you are the most important thing to me..

• Standing on a rock and holding a rainbow colored tin letting all the bubbles flow out of it. Seeing all the bubbles floating out of tin and slowly dissapearing into the bright blue endless sky. As the  bubbles are floating away, I see that there is nothing better than to feel free under the open sky. Seeing the bubbles float away, I wsih I could also be like them floating away in the free blue sky in stead of standing here feeling owned and not free. That is my secret to feel free like bubbles and float to anywhere I like..

• Standing on a lotus leaf looking at a small lotus flower. It reminds me of how I first met you. That wonderful feeling inside if me, making me feel like everything is beautiful when I first met you. That beautiful flower glows in the dark, bringing back all the memories I shared with you, because of this flower, made me think about you..

• Reaching out for a beautiful flower just in front of me, I realized that my problem, which is you, has gone. As I stand there looking at the flower I remembered how important you are to me, I realized I never wanna let you go and that you were the MOST important thing to me, the one thing I treasure the most..

• Walking and walking below the sky feeling heartbroken, I felt a raindrop on my head, when I looked up, I saw the sky turning gray, WHY DID YOU LEAVE ME ALONE HERE? that was my question for you. It was because of you, you left me alone HERE while you are far far away from me in a world that we will never get another chance to see each other again..

• My memories floating away just like bubbles, they were all leaving my mind, leaving my mind as empty as a plain white paper. Although I can't remember you now, I still have a feeling that I love you, I don't know whether you love me in return or not, but I have confirmed ONE thing and that is I love you and it will never change..

• I remember the first time me you went to this place together. It was the first and the last time we could be able to go there together. Two years later, you left me and that was when I went one more time, to look at the flowers, I looked at the flowers, the all withered, was it because you left me that's why they withered? I reached for the one and only flower that didn't wither, this gave me hope, a hope for you to come back to me..

• Me and you, we were meant to be together, but do you think the same thing? Did you think of marrying me? Do you think we could have a great future next time? Will we ever separate? Do you really love me? Do you EVEN love me? Do you? I guess not. You DON'T love me, not even a little, you gave me your answer on the day I said we were meant to be together. How could you?! Why did you do this to me?! I was left crying my heart out while you, you didn't even shed a tear! I watched, as YOU turned your back and walked away from me..

• I will always love you and that will never change, never. Even if you looked terrible after a car accident my love will never change. As long as I have you at my side I don't have anything to worry about. Even if you rejected my love over and over again, my love will never change. You were the one thing that changed my life, and I will not want you to leave me, so I will never give up until we are together..

• I will wait for you even if it takes one thousand years. Although I miss you, I know one day, even if I get to see you for just a second, I will never give up and I will wait for you. Even if the sun has set and the moon had gone up into the sky, I will still wait for you. If it is a cold winter night, I will wait for you, not caring about what people say about me, I will wait for you even if it takes a thousand years. No one will have a chance to take away your place inside my heart. I will wait for you, I hope I get to see you one day..

• I have one wish and that is I want us to be together, no matter how long it takes for this wish to come true, I will wait. If my wish comes true, even if heaven gives just a minute for you to belong to me, I will also accept it. As long as I can hear those three words from you I will be happy, even if after you said it and just walked away, as long as we can be together I will be happy. My love to you will never change forever. As long as I can hear those three words coming out from your mouth I will be happy, even if it is just a joke I still will be happy to hear it coming out from your mouth..

• A lock and a  a key, one for each of us...
  I remember the time when you used a simple old key to open my huge lock inside my heart, the first time I could really learn how to love a person and receive their love back in return. The first time I could get so close to someone, the first time I could see how much love means to me, the first time I could feel the love someone was giving me. It was all because of you, because of your key you opened the huge lock inside my heart, all because of you, now you made me love you more than ever. I LOVE YOU, thank you for everything you have done for me. I will never forget it, it is all because of you and you key...

• Everyone has a diary that is hidden inside their hearts, where their deep dark secrets are hidden but there is only one key which is held by heaven. A secret is we don't want to let other people know especially your loved ones, but WHO KNOWS? maybe one day all your deep dark secrets will be known by all..

• A heart inside a jar filled with water. I could give my heart to you, just to be together with you. Although I know you don't love me but you know that I love you and that is enough for me. Thanks to your brother, he let you know that I love you without letting me confess. My heart will always be yours to love, even if you are not feeling happy, my heart will bring you happiness and comfort. I would give everything to you if you just mention it no matter how hard it is to get it for you but still, I WILL give it to you. You made me change my whole lifestyle, you made me see the world once more. If you are sad, I will always be there to comfort you and my heart will never leave your side..

• You bring me hope and dreams and you made me believe that miracles can happen and wishes can come true. Everyday, when I get home I will write down what I felt about you and then I will put it inside a jar, I keep it inside a jar and I will put the jar inside a cupboard where I keep all my memories    of you inside of it. Loving you brought me joy and hope even though you don't love me in return but it is okay, I understand..

• I am a question to the world,not an answer to be heard,or a moment,that's held in your arms and what do you think you'd ever say, I won't listen anyway.You don't know me and I'll never be what you want me to be. And what do you think you'd understand I'm a boy,no, I'm a man. You can't take me and throw me away and how can you learn what's never shown? Yeah, you stand here on your own. They don't know me, cause I'm not here. And I want a moment to be real, wanna touch things I don't feel. Wanna hold on and feel I belong and how can the world want me to change? They're the ones that stay the same..they don't know me cause I'm not here. And you see the things they never see all you wanted I could be.Now you know me and I'm not afraid and I want to tell you who I am can you help me be a man? They can't break me as long as I know who I am.And I want a moment to be real, wanna touch things I don't feel. Wanna hold on and feel I belong and how can the world want me to change they're the ones that stay the same, they can't see me but I'm still here. They can't tell me who to be cause I'm not what they see. Yeah, the world is still sleeping while I keep on dreaming for me and their words are just whispers and lies that I'll never believe. And I want a moment to be real, wanna touch things I don't feel wanna hold on and feel I belong and how can they say I never changed? They're the ones that stay the same I'm the one now cause I'm still here. I'm the one cause I'm still here, I'm still here, I'm still here, I'm still here..

• We shouldn't judge love by its cover, we could love a poor person, a person who always gets sick, a person in jail...We love them not because of their looks or their money we love them for who they are. Don't love someone just because of their money,looks or how famous they are but for who they are. We shouldn't crush our dreams just to get a person you don't even love, you shouldn't care what other people say behind your back, it is YOUR choice to choose who to love but not lie to yourself and everyone that you love this person in stead of this person. Everyone can lie to other people but they can't lie to themselves, they know what they want and they will try to achieve it but love is not this type of thing. There are no rules for love, no laws for love,nothing, but you should know yourself. If you are using some else's love to achieve the person you love, that means you don't even know what is love and you don't treasure what is in front of you..

• I don't want it anymore, I don't want love anymore. WHY? It is all because of you the way you hurt me, you did it over and over again. HOW COULD YOU?! The time when I gave you your birthday present that I made myself, I found it inside the dump all teared up and dirty. I asked you to come out to see me but you didn't turn up and when I asked you why all you answered was. I DIDN'T WANNA COME, I WAS BUSY. That was the answer you gave me every time. WHY? I didn't know your reason until I saw you asking another girl for marriage  I saw everything, I got all my answers. YOU DIDN'T LOVE ME, NOT EVEN A LITTLE. YOU LIED TO ME, but I know it isn't your fault but mine. I chose to believe you and to love you, but I know my choice was wrong, I SHOULDN'T HAVE CHOSEN TO TRUST OR LOVE YOU, all this was MY fault not yours..

• I miss you, I know you don't wanna see me but I still miss you. Although we are separated and we our now in two separate worlds I still miss you. I miss all the times we had together. I miss the time when you said I love you to me and the time when we could enjoy the wonderful sunset together. I miss all the times I had with you, I miss you so much and that will never change..

• Everyday, I see you frowning and crying you made me sad too. I wanted to tell you how I felt about you but your face showed me that it was not the right time to confess to you. I made a vow to myself, U SMILE, I SMILE, BOTH OF US SMILE TOGETHER..
  
  
  
• When I sad, I thinking about you.. I would like you here in my side.. I wanna cry on your shoulder.. I need you to stop my tears.. I really need you.. Where ever I go you're always in my heart.. Only you in my heart.. I swear.. I need you at every place where i go.. When you are not here in my side, I like a crazy person.. I felt alone.. All alone.. Without you.. :(
  
  
  
• Every time I thinking about you.. I never escape to miss you.. I hate missing you.. Because when that one happen I always crying and I can't do my work like before.. I lost myself.. You're my everything.. That true !!
  
  
• I don't know what happen to you if you're alone.. But for surely, you might be crazy like me.. I know you'll felt sad.. I'm sorry for that.. When you felt that you alone just remember me.. I always with you where ever you are.. I swear !! :)